That’s how long I have to make up my mind.. Fuck my life. I need someone to make this decision for me but deep down I know I’m crazy for not saying fuck it Ill do it! Meanwhile there’s who knows how many girls willing to be me and take advantage of it all.. I mean even I’m fighting myself on being one of those kinds of girls..
This all makes no sense I’m aware.. but I wanted to put it out there.
me trying to open napkins, thinking ‘fuck this’, as I whip out my knife to open the package my uncle looks at me and says-
"Your just a man dressed in women’s clothing aren’t you?"
I respond.. “I try to remind myself when I’m surrounded by guys in skinny jeans that I’m a girl, but some days its a struggle..”
Then he walks out to my truck, which is covered in camo.. damn looks like I’m not helping my case any lol
He texted me he’s sorry for being a shitty friend sometimes, just out of the blue. Funny thing is whenever I start to write him a letter I always start it with…”You’ve been such a good friend to me…” Granted he has his moments but I’m sure I have had them too.. I wish he realized how much of a good guy he really is. I love him and I’m so glad he’s my best friend.